140919 // 20:03 // Worries

I’m worried. mostly I’m worried that he might leave and forget me. R was supposed to be on M shift with me but for some reason he was MIA. then suddenly, he showed up and he looked sick. I was scared
and shy to say hi. I don’t know why, I just do. and now I regret it. K told me that he want to resign soon. but he’s still considering it. honestly though, as soon as I heard it, I felt my heart skipped a beat. I know it was selfish of me to hope that he’ll stay but I honestly don’t want him to leave. I like him a lot. more than I ever let myself show. I want to at least get close to him and get to know the real him but now… everything seems impossible. I know I’m getting over dramatic about this but this is what I feel at this very moment.